It's pain to imagine how the girl has to go though the 24 hours operation, more so having to wrip open the chest! She had no choice but to proceed as it means life or death. I had to experience the same thing, I meant having a medical doctor to cut me up! This was in year 2002 when I was diagnosed of having a retroverted uterus caused by endometriosis. Ha ? What's that?
My gyneacologist patiently explain to me the meaning of that terms. Scientifically, a retroverted uterus is the name given to a uterus that is tilted backwards inside of the pelvis. Normally, women are born with a uterus that is located in a straight up and down position inside of the pelvis, or with a uterus that tips slightly forwards, towards the stomach. However, some women have a uterus that tilts backwards, pointing towards the spine. Commonly referred to as a tipped uterus, this condition affects more than 20% of women worldwide. Generally associated with no health complications, a retroverted uterus can occasionally cause painful symptoms or signal an underlying health disorder.
Enough said. Well I suppose this is the reason why I am still enjoying my honeymooning stage while the rest of my friends had to endure the hardship of raising children. As a matter of fact, I don't agree with the phrase "still in honeymoon mood". There is no need for that now after having married for years/ages. Whatever it is, I always believe that the time has yet to come or my rezeki is not there yet. Easy said. And people often tell me that I can't be so stressed up as this may effect my ability to conceive. Of course I am not stressed up but there will times when I am all alone, I'll be asking myself how does it feel having baby at home, having baby cot next to my bed, having a 15 minutes break during office hour to do that thingy, having to be on emergency leave when baby is sick, having to wake up early in the morning and etc. But instead, now I could read newspaper first thing in the morning during weekend, I could continue surfing or blogging or yming till late at night, I could go on vacation anytime I feel like one. Those things for sure any mothers are yearning to have. But I had enough of that. I need to experience the suffering and the torturing. Hmm...
Simply pray for the best to make it happen, insyallah.
